Survival of the fittest/ reproducting and fixing probability .

I am still trying to find a mathematic proof to explain why life desires to survive and to reproduce in a uncaring universe.  The t whole idea behind

Darwin's theory of evolution  is that the urge to survive and to reproduce is some innate sense of nature.  animals with instinct more than consciousness or bacterial size life forms all exhibit adaptations for survival and for successful reproduction. so do plants but plants get strange when they require animal species like bees to pollinate for them.  The phonic code mostly originating from the sun is responsible for life as we know it.  I say code since the discovery that photons don't actually transmit energy though time and space....they merely send code that finds the energy as dark momentum of motion of everything where it is intercepted by mater that can read that part of the photon (code) spectrum.  To find the answer I go back to the multi variable probability thesis for my theory of everything in the cosmos.  Life by trying to survive and reproduce is actually mathematically trying to fix probability and its outcomes.  Finally I am on to the answer to the problem. I actually do mean fixing the odds.  that is exactly what Darwinism is about.  fixing the odds for survival and for reproduction.  But that's all pretty arbitrary.  having the odds favor one life form over another does not explain the need and desire for organisms including plants to survive and do more than thrive if possible.  I already mathematically determined that those who pray to God are also trying to fix probability so it can benefit them and their interests. fixing the odds for being favorable to a species explains some of the how but none of the why.  it maybe we have to think of the biosphere as on a different than human time scale and that we are just part of the slime that is in interactive mode where our thousands of years in existence are merely a few second for outside observers. In that perspective were just part of the geophysical process creating vast sedimentary layers of what we leave behind in millions and billions of years. 

so it has to come down to probability and making probability predictable.